Random Leaf #845 precisely cut confession IG

Yes, yes—

I’ll admit.

I’m scared, alright?

That’s the truth.

Yes, I know,

it’s wrong of me—

yes, yes,

it’s very wrong of me

to go around sugar-coating it.

That’s the real truth—

I swear.

Alright, alright—

I’ll say it out loud.

It’s not true that

I’m saving you

from a toxic relationship

if you and I were to—

you know—

get together.

The truth is,

I’m afraid of commitments.

I’m afraid that I,

with all the glamorous façade

I galavantly show off,

won’t be enough for you.

Heck, I’m even afraid

I’d make you cry—

I’d just disappoint you,

or whatever.

I don’t want you to be sad, alright?

And this—

this person you see right now,

isn’t worthy of you.

Yes, I know,

you’re the one to decide,

but call me insecure—

I’m not really the man

you think I am.

I’m not even

the person I thought I was.

This—

this everything you see,

isn’t real.

Me being kind—

false.

Me being a good person—

totally not true.

And that’s why I—

I’m afraid.

Sorry, but I…

I can’t make you happy.