Tuesday, September 28, 2021

Monday, September 27, 2021

Random Leaf #237

A hero's conscience is tested. And villain's morality questioned. Woe be it which is worse?

Saturday, September 25, 2021

Thursday, September 23, 2021

Random Leaf #232

If only she knew.

Random Leaf #231

You are loved. They care about you. They notice, yes even those little changes you do. Of course, they're aware of the random of kindness you do everyday. Even if it's just for your self. They notice. They're aware. You matter. You matter to them. He loves you. He still love you. You may not notice it but he does.

Random Leaf #230

If only he never misunderstood.

Random Leaf #229

It's alright. It's not your fault. It wasn't your fault. You couldn't have done anything. Don't worry about it. It's not really a big deal. It's okay. Everything's fine.

Random Leaf #228

No other truth mattered.

Random Leaf #227

He was content with that. He knows it was a lie. But it was his lie.

Random Leaf #226

The rest of the world heard otherwise.

Random Leaf #225

It was all he could hear.

Random Leaf #224

To which she replied: I am here.

Random Leaf #223

That's all she is really. It's natural for her to just do that. I don't know who she is or who she once was but hers was that.

Randon Leaf #222

I find those who try their hardest to smile all the more beautiful. Even when life throws them down the gutter; even 
if things don't go their way; even if everything are impossibly against them, they still have that energy, that courage, that spark to smile.

They have this certain kind of magic that makes one say to a cruel world 'this world is beautiful,' 'I am grateful to be alive,' 'miracle exists,' 'magic exists,' and most of all, 'I want to live.'

Monday, September 20, 2021

Random Leaf #218

Don't get me wrong though, the sun may not show it but the horizon tells it all. The moon is all there is he chase. Nothing else.

Random Leaf #217

One in all certain may look at it unfair. But to becoming, fairness is never the case. Nor being unfair is. It's just the way how things shall be.

Random Leaf #216

Though one has a say in it. One will gradually be.

Random Leaf #215

One never choose to be so. One just suddenly is.

Random Leaf #214

Much like the leaf to it's branches.

Random Leaf #213

So I distanced my self. Much like the sun to the moon.

Sunday, September 19, 2021

Random Leaf #212

The paint on the wall l, though, through the age of time changed. The hue and luster it once showcased shyed away.

Random Leaf #211

The bed cover remain unchanged. The same with the pillow cases, and the blanket too.

Random Leaf #210

It hurts a bit even though it hurts a lot and all the while it doesn't.

Random Leaf #209

There is this certain pang it my hurt whenever keep telling myself I'm happy for her. It's the truth but at the same time I am lying.

Thursday, September 16, 2021

Random Leaf #208

There's nothing I could offer but my lies.

Random Leaf #207

With a dash of courage and a bit of blushes, the ending changed.

Random Leaf #206

I want to stay by your side, tell you stories, listen to your stories. You falling asleep on my shoulder all the while I fall in love with you as if it was the first time seeing you.

Enjoy your company while we dine together, heck let's dine out even during the pandemic. We won't die in our dreams anyway.

Enjoy the moment as we watch the sun set across the horizon. Dreaming together in our dreams. Dreaming together while living our dreams.

Or simply, just hold your hand. As we run away from all those who would want to part us or just those who want arrest us for violating the pandemic protocols.

Random Leaf #205

I love you, I still do. But life happened. And just like that, for a few years that passed, life. I don't know how but I suddenly I woke up with great disbelief of love. Not those silly philosopher kind of disbelief.

Something spiritual or something like that, I don't know. I just lost faith in love. Don't get me wrong, I love you, but that's just it. Nothing more to that.

If you're wondering why I never, well, it's because of that. Should I even if that's just how I suddenly I became?

Tuesday, September 14, 2021

Random Leaf #204

I am a devil and she introduced me to the world as an angel.

Monday, September 13, 2021

Random Leaf #203

She stretched her wings and flew away. I never imagined it would feel this way. I know from the start though that with these ragged make believe wings of mine it would take me else where but not that far.

While her on the other hands, with wings like those. Who am I to be able to, you know, reach her; to fly with her by her side.

Random Leaf #202

I was here, he said. To which she replied: I'm still here.

Random Leaf #201

I wish it was my arms that have caught you.

Random Leaf #200

What if I was a few inches closer
Or even just a few centimeters less further?

What if I was a few minutes early
Or even just a few seconds not late?

Would I have saved you?
Or at least have said what I wanted to say after all this time?

Saturday, September 11, 2021

Random Leaf #199

I am unhappy, said the man with strings

Random Leaf #198

Here I thought the lamb
have finally drowned
after jumping over the fence
and the sleepy farmer have
counted them.

Wednesday, September 8, 2021

Random Leaf #197

You aren't empty, neither are you half full. You're almost at the seams. I know you can't see or feel it but that's how everyone see it, feel it when its you.

Random Leaf #196

You so overfill anything with the soul you're bursting with.

Random Leaf #195

Is it a good thing, you might think. But do tell me, is it?

Random Leaf #194

You did not just overflow from before, you burst and broke your previous self.

Random Leaf #193

Have you not noticed it yet? The cup hold is bigger than before.

Random Leaf #192

I'm sorry. Nowadays, I'm not at my 100%.

Tuesday, September 7, 2021

Random Leaf #191 IG

It's always either you grow out of your cage or your cage outgrow you.

Random Leaf #190

You cannot grow inside a bottle.

Random Leaf #189

When you get to the point where in you have to keep reminding yourself you're in love with someone or with something that you do, I hate to break it to you. You no longer are.

Sunday, September 5, 2021

Random Leaf #188

As if, nothing ever even happened.

Random Leaf #187

Sooner or later after death, you'd just gradually then fully accept it. Then you move on.

Random Leaf #186

It's just feel like a sting knowing yourself accepting something without your consent.

Random Leaf #185

That sinking feeling though. It doesn't hurt one bit.

Random Leaf #184

One who lives in many world surely have his or her fair share of deaths.

Random Leaf #183 IG

But it's actually not the first time.

Random Leaf #182

I can do something about it, I know I could.

Random Leaf #181

I hate it really. This sinking feeling.

Random Leaf #180

And there's a part of me that is accepting.

Random Leaf #179

I'm dying in one of the many worlds that I live in.